SW : 365 CW : 355.2 CGW : 325 UGW : 120 5'9 57-59-62
-smaller face, bigger eyes
-narrower chin
-more boney
-tighter skin
-flat stomach after eating
-legs look longer (jeans and kneesocks)
-more space between legs in a dress/skirt
-smaller ankles
-legs don’t look fat when sitting
-narrower hips (tight skirts)
-narrower frame
- smaller face, bigger eyes
-narrower chin
- more boney
- tighter skin
- flat stomach after eating
- legs look longer (jeans and kneesocks)
- more space between legs in a dress/skirt
- smaller ankles
- legs don’t look fat when sitting
- narrower hips (tight skirts)
- narrower frame
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When I’m skinny I’ll run faster.
when I’m skinny I won’t be so ugly.
when I’m skinny people will like me.
when I’m skinny I’ll get noticed.
when I’m skinny I won’t be in the background.
When I’m skinny my thighs won’t rub.
when I’m skinny I’ll soar above everyone.
when I’m skinny I’ll look cute in my clothes.
when I’m skinny people will pick me up more.
when I’m skinny I’ll be the skinniest in the school.
having your thighs not touch
having a flat stomach
having hipbones
having collarbones
finally being pretty
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Day 6: Do you binge? If so, explain why you think you do.
Yes - I feel like I am constantly binging. I get bored so I binge; I feel sad so I binge. I am constantly self sabotaging myself because I’m terrified that I’ll still be unhappy and hate myself when I’m skinny.
But how could anyone hate someone who’s thin and beautiful and happy?
Today somebody told me not to settle for anything simply because I am a “big girl.” I know they were trying to be encouraging but it completely destroyed me inside. I don’t want people to think I would even consider settling for second best - I want people to assume I can get anything I want because I’m skinny and beautiful.
Guess I’m fasting tomorrow.
Imagine waking up early as the sun tickles your nose. You stretch yourself and swing your legs outta your bed. The floor feels cold under your feet but you finally smile when you look at your thighs. As you walk through your room your stomach growls but you can laugh about it. You know you don’t need to eat.
Your mirror shows you this beautiful girl with a great smile on her face. Her hair are so long and her skin is light brown - it’s July - and perfectly pure without breakouts or pimples. Her arms as thin as her legs allow enough space to the rest of her body and her beautiful long and strong nail are painted in dark red nailpolish. She smiles as her thigh gap is huge as she put her ankles together. Perfect is the word that comes to her mind. She is you. You are her.
You finally start the day without the need to weigh yourself but sipping at a cup of black coffee as your boyfriend texts you if you’re free today.
It’s been a little while since I’ve done this so its time to get back on track.
Day 1: Your stats
Height: 5′9
Arms: 18in
Chest: 57in
Waist: 59in
Hips: 60in
Thighs: 33.5in
Calves: 21in
Weight: 353.7lbs
Day 2: How tall are you, do you like your height?
I am 5 foot 9 inches. For almost my entire life I have wanted to be shorter so that I could wear heels and because I thought short people were cute. I think when I’m finally thin I’ll like being tall because then I’ll be beautiful.
Day 4: Your Greatest fears about weight loss
My greatest fear is that I’ll never actually be able to be skinny. That I’ll keep trying and failing and that it will be something forever out of my reach.
